Making People Happy

Hey guys. So for some reason I feel like it's my job to make people happy. Like when somebody is upset, I feel the need to cheer them up or even just make them smile. If someone is crying, I just want to give them a hug. When someone tells me that I made they're day, they make my day. I feel better when someone goes from sad to happy. 

But because of this, I am constantly second guessing myself on what I'm doing to make sure I'm not misleading people with my kindness. I don't want my guy friends to think I have a crush on them because I'm being nice. If I do have a crush on someone, I second guess myself to make sure that I'm not being wicked obvious with my infatuation with them. Ya feel me? 

Well today, one of my guy friends had a cross country meet. I was walking out of the school from volleyball practice and I saw his car in the parking lot. I was going to put a note on his windshield that said, "Good luck at your meet! Hope you do good! -Hayley :)" But then I started second guessing myself because 1) I am attracted to him and 2) I'm not sure if I want him to know that yet (cause it could get awkward and whatnot). Then I was thinking "Just do it. I'm sure he'll appreciate the nice gesture." But then I thought, "But it's kind of a girlfriendy thing to do and he'd probably catch on." I didn't end up doing it. Thinking about it now, I kinda wish I had, but he is a pretty smart guy. He knows I'm nice, but not that nice. Ya know? 

Anyways, that's about it. If you see anyone having a bad day or upset about something, try to make them feel better! It'll make you feel like you did a good thing! Bye loves! 

-Hayley

PS. I promise never to use the phrase "Ya feel me?" ever again. I definitely cannot pull that one off