AP Statistics

Hey babes! So I have AP Stats and my teacher is kind of goofy. He has a Portuguese accent and like it's really hard to understand him sometimes. But he ignores me I swear! My sister had him last year and she said that he can hear everything. Well yesterday I was in class and he asked us a question and the answer was unusual factor. Well everyone in the class was looking for the answer so it was wicked quiet. I said "unusual factors" in like a normal talking voice so he should have heard me with the quiet class. He just looks around waiting for someone to give him the answer. So a little bit louder, "unusual factors." Same reaction. Then I like yell "UNUSUAL FACTORS." He is still looking around waiting for someone to answer. The only reason he acknowledged me that time is because my ring hit the desk and made a noise. Then I calmly stated my answer. Then like two minutes later he asked another question and the answer was spread. So again, everyone else was looking for the answer and I said spread. He didn't hear me. So I say it a little bit louder. Someone else hears me, says "spread," and he hears them. I don't get it.

I Am Not An Idiot!

Hey guys! So this post is gonna be kinda like a rant, as you could probably tell from the title. Like I said in previous posts, my parents are getting a divorce. I'm not sure if I mentioned this or not, but like the week after my parents said they were getting a divorce, my mom tells my sister and I that she has a boyfriend. That's not even what this rant is about. Well, it kind of is, but you'll see. Anyways so the past couple of weeks I have been noticing strange things which makes me think that my mom and her boyfriend are moving in together. Here that are:

1. A few weeks ago my mom asked me "if you could have any color room, what color would it be?" So I was like "I don't know, like a lavender I guess. Why?" And she's like "just wondering" WHO JUST WONDERS ABOUT STUFF LIKE THAT?! NO ONE. 

2. They got a cat. The cat had to live somewhere right?

3. I don't know how I did this, but somehow I pressed a button on Facebook that gave me a gps signal oft mom's phone. My mom is supposed to be staying at my grandparents house. This signal placed her phone on a street that wasn't my grandparents. And it's not like this happened in the middle of the day. It was like 1-2 in the morning.

4. I was putting away the shipment of food at work the other day and I was putting away the straws, which come in a big box. So I'm putting away they fries, yanno, doin my thing and she comes over and was like "do you have any more boxes like that?" And I was like "We have some outside but they're broken down. Why?" And she was like "I need some." And I was like "why?" But she wouldn't answer me. 

5. Today I walk into the house and I see cups lined up on the counter. So I ask my dad where we got the cups. And he said that my mom wanted them and that we had them for a while. Why would my mom need cups if she was at my Mimi's house? My Mimi has cups. My Mimi has plenty of cups. My Mimi does not need anymore cups. Suspicious. 

And that, my blogger babies, is why I think my mom is moving in with her boyfriend and thinks that she can get away with not saying anything. I am not an idiot. I notice a lot of things and I end up putting two and two together.

De-friendzoning?

Hey my blogger babies! So today I was pondering the question, "Is it possible to defriendzone someone?" I mean, obviously I know that you can date one of your friends, but that isn't defriendzoning. Know what I mean? Friendzoning is when you previously shut the other person down. Like "I'm sorry, I don't like you like that" or whatever. I mean, I guess it's possible, but I feel like it would be difficult to do. The person you placed in the friendzone would have to still have feelings for you first of all. Second of all, you would have to come out and say that you have feelings for them without knowing if they still have feelings for you or not. I'm not saying that it can't be done, but I feel like it would be very nerve racking.
What got me pondering this question is the friend of mine that I am attracted to. I keep recalling this one time during Sophomore year that our friends were all hanging out and he kept trying to hold my hand and he would have my hand for like a second but then I would talk with my hands and whatnot. So I mean, I guess I friendzoned him? But now I'm attracted to him, but I don't know if he feels the same way, and I don't want to say anything until I know for sure because I don't want our friendship to be awkward and we have at least one class together every single day and it could all turn into one big mess. (I am fully aware that is like one big run on sentence, but this is actually how I talk so bare with me.)
Anyways, I am going to try to put my feelers out and see if anybody knows anything. I'm going to try talking to one of my best friends who's boyfriend is his best friend to see if she knows anything. But I am going to swear her to secrecy (obvi) cause I am not an amateur. Hopefully I will get somewhere with that and will not be left with more questions. Fingers crossed!

Much love,
Hayley
     xox

ps. if this friend happens to be reading this and happens to know I'm talking about him, please just be straight forward whether you like me or not because Lord knows I won't be. That would be greatly appreciated.

Making People Happy

Hey guys. So for some reason I feel like it's my job to make people happy. Like when somebody is upset, I feel the need to cheer them up or even just make them smile. If someone is crying, I just want to give them a hug. When someone tells me that I made they're day, they make my day. I feel better when someone goes from sad to happy. 

But because of this, I am constantly second guessing myself on what I'm doing to make sure I'm not misleading people with my kindness. I don't want my guy friends to think I have a crush on them because I'm being nice. If I do have a crush on someone, I second guess myself to make sure that I'm not being wicked obvious with my infatuation with them. Ya feel me? 

Well today, one of my guy friends had a cross country meet. I was walking out of the school from volleyball practice and I saw his car in the parking lot. I was going to put a note on his windshield that said, "Good luck at your meet! Hope you do good! -Hayley :)" But then I started second guessing myself because 1) I am attracted to him and 2) I'm not sure if I want him to know that yet (cause it could get awkward and whatnot). Then I was thinking "Just do it. I'm sure he'll appreciate the nice gesture." But then I thought, "But it's kind of a girlfriendy thing to do and he'd probably catch on." I didn't end up doing it. Thinking about it now, I kinda wish I had, but he is a pretty smart guy. He knows I'm nice, but not that nice. Ya know? 

Anyways, that's about it. If you see anyone having a bad day or upset about something, try to make them feel better! It'll make you feel like you did a good thing! Bye loves! 

-Hayley

PS. I promise never to use the phrase "Ya feel me?" ever again. I definitely cannot pull that one off

Letter to a Friend

Dear friend,

I just wanted to take the time out to say thank you for all that you've done for me these past few months. I know I can turn to you with a question or whatever and you will give me great advice because you have been through it and know what I'm feeling. I probably talk to you about this the most out of anybody because of that. So I just wanted to say thank you. You don't know how much it means to me. If you ever need to talk to someone about anything, know that you can always talk to me. I will help to the best of my abilities. Anyways, thank you again! 

Love,

Hayley 

     xox

Lose-Lose Situation

Hi all! Well this post is gonna be a little like a rant. Well I went to work today and while I was there I looked at my schedule for next week. Here's the rundown. I have tomorrow off, work Saturday, Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, have Friday off for a wedding, work Saturday, and have Sunday off. I have like 24 hours for next week. I mean, it kinda sucks cause I have to miss a whole week of volleyball, but it's money. But here's the lose-lose part. My mom is going to bitch that I work too much cause that's what she did with my sister. But her and my dad want me to buy my own things for the most part. To buy my own things, I need money. To get money, I have to work. But if I get too many hours, she bitches. If I don't get enough hours, she bitches. And there, my friends, is the lose-lose part. I mean, when swimming starts I'm gonna have them cut me down to maybe 1 day during the week and Saturday & Sunday. Ideally I'd work Thursday, Saturday, & Sunday. But nothing is ever ideal. Especially at AMF.