Hey guys! Wow, it feels like I haven't talked about anything in a whiiiiiiiile! Maybe it has been too long? I'll try to post something when I have more free time, I promise! But, I don't know when that will be because I have school, volleyball, and homework during the week, and work & sleep on the weekends. Be patient, I'll get there!
Anyways, I have had a problem the past few weeks. Not like a huuuuuge, life-threatening problem, just like a typical, high school girl problem. So I like this guy, like a lot. Now, in a normal situation, this isn't a problem. In this certain situation, it is. The problem with this is that he has a girlfriend. Red flag. Now there are two things that I could do.
1) I could tell said boy - but then I could possibly be considered "that girl" or "homewrecker" or something like that. That is definitely something I don't want to be. Plus, if I tell this completely unexpecting boy how I feel, there is a greater chance that it could just get awkward and stuff. Especially since we're friends and things are great right now.
2) I could also just bottle my feelings up, like I do with everything else, and hope they go dormant. Not that I see this happening anytime soon. The problem with this plan is that I could end up feeling like crap. Another issue with this plan is that if I keep trying to deny how I feel, the feelings could grow more. Ugh. Why is this so complicated.
The way I look at this, it's pretty much a lose-lose situation if I try to take fate into my own hands. I mean, if he took the reigns showed me a sign or something, sure. But, that proooooobably wont happen.
Like, have you ever liked someone so much that you're always thinking about them? And when you get a text message you just want it to be from that person? And you get all tingley and happy if you see them, or someone says their name?
Ugh why does everything have to be so complicated? Being a girl, feelings, the whole shebang. This sucks. Anyways, that's my mini rant for this post. If you guys can offer any advice, please do! It would be very much appreciated! Thanks!
