Seriously?

Sometimes people piss me the hell off. Like honestly. I was have such a good day too and people just have to go and ruin it. Like omg.
*Back Story* So when I was in 5th grade, I was bullied off of the swim team. Because this girl was mad because I was better than she was. I was swimming for longer than she was. Tell me how that makes sense. Please. So I took all of middle school off from swimming. So three years. Now that's kind of a long time. Anyways, so I go back to swimming my freshman year of high school. And everything was going good. I was a little rusty, but it's like riding a bike, ya know? You never forget how to do it. And the kicker? I was still better than she was and she didn't take any tome off. Lol you suck.
Now I'm a Junior. And this winter I'll be on the swim team again. We have 3 captains for the girls team. All seniors. We have had a sad occurrence that just past so I thought to get everyone in a good, happy mood again, I'd plan a team bonding bonfire at my house. I planned it all, took the day off, the whole shebang. So I told everyone that I needed an answer to whether they were going by the 1st of October. So when no one really responded, I sent out another message.
This is where things get interesting. I get a text message from a captain asking me to not plan anymore team bonding sessions because normally captains or seniors do that. Are you serious?! AND she said to not talk about apparel anymore because they want to do that. MY MOM ORDERS THE APPAREL. Like you have to be kidding right now. So I was like whatever.
So my mom and I are talking about it later and she told me I should say something. But I don't want to because I don't want to start shit. But mainly, I don't want to be bullied off the swim team again. Swimming is my outlet. It destresses me. If I lose swimming again, I'm not going to be fun to deal with. So I tell my mom I don't want to say anything. That I'll just drop it. Does she understand this? No. Of course not. She goes and messages the captains and talks about it. Like what are you doing? I specifically said that I wanted to drop it and then she does this.
If shit is going to start because of this and my life becomes hell, maybe I'll just swim recreationally. That's not what I want though. I love the team. Everything was great before this and they are like my second family. I don't know what's changed, if anything, but I want to go back to how it was freshman year.
But that was pretty much what I had to say. That people piss me off sometimes. And yeah. Okay, bye. I'm going to bed, so goodnight.