Hawaii

When you think of Hawaii, a normal person thinks of relaxation and palm trees and other tropical things like that. When I think of Hawaii, I just get sad. My chest clenches and I just get sad. I know it isn't normal to react like that, but how can I not? One of my best friends is moving to Hawaii in two weeks and two days. And lately, that's all I can think about. Every song I listen to reminds me of him and how he is going to be leaving and it sucks. It just sucks. I was driving with my friends today and Daylight by Maroon 5 came on the radio and I had to fight back tears. "And when daylight comes I'll have to go, but tonight I wanna hold you so close." Like, how can I not relate that to the situation. He's leaving. Out of the state, out of the time zone, all the way across the country. It sucks. It really does. And when this dreaded day comes, I'll be a mess. I know I will be :(